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Monster. (2008)

4/13/2012

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Now I become the villain, to push you away from me...

To deny myself in all I feel, and become this monster I have to be...

I have to become what I despise,

To keep you away so you won't hear my cries.

Everyone has a life, and choices they have to make,

I've lost you already, I know my mistake.

And so I wander through the night,

Bleeding this heart with no end in sight.

And as I wander, Inside I die,

No way to care...no strength to try...

My eyes they deceive me, I cannot hide this pain,

So I walk alone this path I chose, my tears hidden by the rain.

A monster I am, for it is the only way...

To give you a life, so you can have a new day...

Forget about me, please give me this,

No regrets, for I am nothing to miss.

I am a monster because I have no other choice,

My heart wasn't enough so there's pain in my voice.

You'd be better off if you just left me behind,

Because a memory is all I am worth in my mind....

So in the end I push you away,

Because a monster could never....ask you to stay....

-Ryan Smith
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